christmas is over....

morning when i wake up...

i looking on my phone...

i really hope that i can see a message on my phone...

but that is not...

she is come back from singapore by today...

she say that when she reach she will sms me...

so i just wait...

afternoon i'm going to a wedding party with my mother...

the bride of this wedding party i also know...

quite pretty today...

maybe is like people say that...

'when the wedding time the bride always is the most pretty'

start when i reach there and have a sit...

i feel not so comfortable...

because there have many aunty will look at me...

many of them my mother also know...

one of aunty so friend with my mother...

she come to chat with my mother and asking me some question...

after almost start the wedding party...

the aunty sit behide me call me and say...

'you so handsome'

the whole table aunty also agree that...

what is that...

so shy...

i not handsome what...

say like this i will feel very shy...

what the effect i can give to them...

just a kindly smile...

when i was eating...

i still looking on my phone see have any message or not...

the answer is "NO"

so i start to drink wine...

drink and drink snd drink...

my mother is trying to stop me...

but i just tell her this for me is not easy to drunk...

if so easy can drunk...

there is so good...

i just try to feel blur before drink with my friends...

that time we drink so many...

wine, wisky, sake, and so on...

but just feel blur oli...

after that we still going out to cc play dota...

but this time i really hope that i can drunk...

after that can no need think too many...

after finish the wedding party...

i'm drive car going back with my mother and aunty we fetch her go together...

when i reach home...

really very tired and so fast i felt in sleep...

wake up at 6pm...

start to looking on the clock...

1 min, 2 min, 3 min...

why the time pass so slowly ???

at 7pm something my phone is ring...

and i see the message is from her...

so happy when see that...

i tell i very miss her and when i miss her i oli can looking the pic she give me...

so pity...

at the middle we have to stop awhile that i know her need to do something...

just like eat, take bath, clear on the travel bag...

after we continue sms but it just a few message then stop again...

this time i know what is happen...

she is on call now...

so i just can wait and wait...

don't know why every time when she in on call...

my heart will suddenly feel so down and scare...

when she is finish call...

she sms me...

and tell me just now she is in a call...

but my reply very cold...

i just reply her that i say i know it...

if you feel tired then just go sleep...

what the message i will to you...

i really very small gas and easy jealous...

just in a call...

i also easy can feel very down...

maybe she is on call with her friends but i think that is call from THEM...

everytime i know that i also will think like this...

June you so lose...

can't be a gentleman a bit ???

just a call u also want jealous...

what guy you are ???

so lose...

what a lonely christmas eve...

i just pass my lonely christmas eve at home...

today i the most boring day for me in this year...

she is going to singapore this morning...

start from 1pm we are lose out our contact...

on the time i very miss her...

today i just can sit on sofa to looking on my new tv...

i also don't know what i looking for...

just like a people lose out the way to do nothing...

finally i wait until 12am to pass christmas eve...

and now is christmas day...

but i just face it alone...

she is not beside me...

start from 1130pm...

i received many message from my friends...

all of them is just wish my merry christmas...

but the message i want to received is from her...

now i still waiting...

but i know that she wouldn't send me a message to wish me...

because she is at singapore now...

maybe she did not swith on her phone also...

now i so miss her...

don't know what she is doing now...

tomorrow she is going back johor...

we can chat at night when she back...

i'm waiting for that to coming...

i want to stop here...

good night my dear and have a sweet dream...

i miss you so much...

...that all for today...

thank for reading

GooD NighT

22/12/2009

today is traditional festival-冬至...

today wake up so late...

when i wake up can be eat lunch le...

i look at the food table...

full of the food...

have chicken, duck, pork and so on...

still hv 'tang yuan' also...

i eat three days 'tang yuan' already...

so scare when i saw it...

after having my lunch+breakfast...

start thinking where go...

she tell me that today is jusco day...

and she ask me have going out or not...

but my 'tang ge' don't want to out...

so that i just can stay at home...

luckyly still got dear accompany me sms...

today quiet hot...

i'm thinking go out to watch storm warrior II...

but no one accompany me go...

so just whole day stay at home watch tv and sms with my dear...

today just post a posting on facebook to ask some opinion...

i'm very thank you that who are giving me opinion...

now i know how to do already...

sometime when i feel suffer...

i know do what to leave it out...

i really thank to the one who we just know each other...

he give me many good opinion...

and teach me how to leave out when i feel suffer...

and i so surprice that his D.O.B quiet near with me...

but he is older then me one year...

don't know why i start so emotion...

easy to get bad mood, easy angry...

my friend call me to learn that how can control my emotion...

don't easy get angry or what...

maybe i'm very care about something that make me become so emotion...

CARE i will keep going on...

and i wouldn't less it but i will start learn that don't so emotion...

i know that in your heart already have me...

i just hope that you can care me more...

even just a bit i also will feel very happy...

you are the girl like freedom and don't like people to control you and force you...

and i wouldn't ask you the same question anymore before you want to do that...

i will beside you to do all the thing that you like...

i will beside you when you feel sad...

but i wouldn't beside you when you feel happy...

because you need share that with your family...

when you feel that you want to cry i can borrow you my shoulder...

when you feel suffer and get hurt i will hug you in my cherish to protect you...

finally today see you online and you tell me you read it...

that time i really don't know i can say what...

i feel happy you read it but i also feel scare to let you read it...

...that all for today...

thank for reading

... good night...

no mood...

today my 'tang ge' come back from singapore...

when 9am he is calling me to fetch him from bus stop...

while that time i still in sleeping method...

but so long he will come back one time...

so that i'm wake up and go to prepare for going out...

this morning she tell me that she have a scary dream...

this make her so scary...

the dream about a group of monster is inbreak in our world...

they eat all the man and make the women help the born monster...

i know that she is scary about this kind of thing...

so that i tell her i won't let her get hurt if this is true...

and if she is still very scare then just think about the happy memory we have...

she fall in sleep again...

and i like a fool wait for arround 2 hours...

but this is not the improtant...

the improtant thing is she won't feel scare anymore then is ok...

after i fetch my 'tang ge'...

we are going the eat our breakfast...

'dim sam'

after we finish our breakfast...

we go see the pretty girl of selling grapefruit...

start i think there will have many pretty girl...

but after we going then i disappointed...

just few pretty girl only...

i see my love more pretty then them...

at the afternoon i going out with my dad to see new tv...

because my old tv is breakdown...

we going to few shop and see weather which 1 is better...

finally we buy from SenHeng...

37 inch LCD Full HD Tv...

...OMG...

i love it...

but i more love she...

at night we are going to my grandpanent home to have our dinner...

becuase of tomorrow is 'tong jie'...

so we have eat the traditional food-'tang yuan'...

after that i going to night market with my 'tang ge'...

we are go back home at 10pm...

my dad and mom already at home to wait our new Tv...

what the...

the Tv come at 1030pm...

i thought them don't delivery to me today...

i'm going to get angry already...

me and she is sms whole days...

suddenly she ask me a phone no that i don't know...

she say that this guy is taking her phone no from the Epop magazine...

she is unhappy that the people post her thing on this magazine without her agreement...

don't let me who is it...

i will let it know what happen will going on and what it need to pay after it do this...

i hate this kind of people without agreement and do this thing...

she is unhappy now...

i'm trying my best to let her happy everydays...

but why this kind of stupid fellow need to do thing make her unhappy...

she is a girl easy to moody and unhappy...

dear...

sometime people do that thing that you will feel moody...

but you can't force people don't do that...

because this stupid fellow need to do this how come you can stop it...

the thing you can do is just leave it on...

don't so care about it...

i know that you don't like this...

but you can control your emotion...

the stupid fellow do this that it know when you know this you will unhappy...

why you want to let it success ??

you more moody and unhappy...

then it will more happy because it know you so care about this...

and when you are so easy to feel moody and unhappy...

your life will very suffer...

you are always care about this care about that...

this just a so simple case...

maybe 1 or 2 days people will forget about it...

but that already in your heart...

if u still so care about that how come you can feel happy ??

listen...

just leave it on and don't care about just a small case...

if you can't just tell me...

i help you to pass that and i beside you to face all this thing...

Be Happy Everyday my DEAR...

love you...

...that all for today...

thank for reading

...good night...

pain....

this morning i sleep at 530am...

but i wake at 10am something...

when i wake up my head really very painful...

but my heart more pain then that...

why my heart will very pain ??

i don't know...

i think still worry about last night...

so surprise that she also can wake at 11am something...

but i know she will feel very suffer and vomit...

last night she drink too many...

wine, beer, wisky...

i hope that in this world don't have this kind of thing...

for me i also will drink when with my friends...

but i know how to control myself...

that is not people call you to drink you must drink all...

sometime i know when celebrate time will drink many...

but also need wo control youself...

write until here suddenly my heart like break into many small pcs...

i hope that now can have a way for me to leave it out...

put in my heart i will feel so suffer...

i know that you will said me very stupid and like a fool...

this all of thing also non of my business...

why i need so care about that...

but i can tell you that if you really very love 1 people...

you will not said about this anymore...

you will do the stupid thing same like me...

love is the thing so hard to catch it and so hard can control it...

it can made people pain...

it can made people happy...

it also can made people die...

just look up from newspaper you will see that many people die because of love...

many people will said that no love anymore after they get hurt...

but there have how people can do that ??

i can tell you that is less and less and less...

when have a new girl and new chance come to them...

they will forget what they said before..

i'm the one also...

now i find a girl that i really very love her...

i can treat her as good then treat myself...

but how she is thinking i don't know...

it just let me get hurt...

hope that she can give me a chance before i give up...

please don't let me get hurt...

and please don't hurt me...

maybe this is the test you give me...

that you want to know how good i can do for you...

i will try my best to pass it...

maybe is the time i need to train up all myself...

have a good body and spirit and stamina to protect you...

...jia you...

...that all for today...

thank for reading

伤心的日子 第七天

现在是凌晨3点多了

不知道为什么今天完全没有睡意

可能还在担心那件事吧

说真的，比起平时做工回来我一定会很早就上床睡觉了

可是今天，我到底怎么了？？

对不起哦！！

今天这篇我想用华文来写

想起这几天和你开心的对话，信息

真的有一丝丝甜蜜在心里

虽然你人在柔佛，但我总觉得你好像在我身边一样

这种感觉真的很不错哦！！

真的好想每天都陪在你身边！！

爱护你，保护你，守护着你

那天在你去了柔佛之后，对你的思念突然变得很强烈

虽然我们每天都在sms

可是那种感觉真的很难说出来

今天你终于都等到喝喜酒的那天了

只可惜我今天有做工，没什么陪到你

我很后悔我做工时把电话关机了

要不然我就会看到你的信息，也可以陪你聊聊天

那你就不会和酱多酒了。。

你和我说过你不爱喝酒的

可是今天你喝很多哦

我很后悔自己做了这些！！

没想到你还真的喜欢喝哦！！

喝到现在才停。。。

说真的我不喜欢女生会喝酒

你明知道你喝酒后头会很痛的，为什么你还要喝？？

还喝酱多。。。

那时候我真的很生气哦，好想放下你不管你，可是我做不到！！

我一直都很担心你。。

刚刚4点，你sms我了，你问我睡了吗！！

我说还没，你就叫我早点睡，我到底怎么啦？？

我竟然这样和你说，我告诉你要你早点睡，我睡我会发信息给你！！

我想你应该有发觉我生气了吧！！

我也没想到我会这样和你说，我做错了吗？？

不来今天是开心的日子，你喝少少酒也没关系，我不会怎样的

可是你却没有控制自己喝了很多

真担心你明天头会很痛，我又不能立刻出现在你身边照顾你！！

突然觉得自己好没用哦，什么都不能为你做！！

都快两个小时了，我还是一点睡意都没有，现在的我能做什么呢？？

要坐到天亮吗？？

连我自己也不知道，现在的你睡觉了吗？？

好想念你的声音，好想现在拿起电话打给你听听你的声音！！

在这个寂寞的夜里，我想起了我们的点点滴滴，从我们开始做朋友到我追你，

到现在这样的关系

当中的甜酸苦辣，我都挨过去了！！

现在的我只希望可以和你在一起，和你一起走过以后甜酸苦辣的日子！！

我相信将来的日子只有美好和甜蜜的

好想和你有更多不同的回忆，一起过每一个节日，一起过每一天！！

~晚安吧~我的宝贝~我依然很爱你~

伤心的日子今天开始 第一天

finally raining...

just like my heart is bleeding now...

start from this morning i feel that my life is changing...

changing to the colourless life...

maybe i need start to think about my own life again...

just a single and alone and lonely life...

i know this so hard to walk alone...

but i think i can...

i think i know what your heart is thinking now...

alone is not good for me...

want me to find a girl and treat her good again...

is wasting my time...

you say alone is good...

ok i start from today just alone...

you ask me i will treat good same like before ??

the answer is "i will forever"...

please don't ask me why...

just let me keep it in my heart please...

when i heard that my heart same like have a knife stick in my heart...

even this is not i want and not i hope that...

but this is i can't control...

i'm trying to put it down...

but so hard...

i think i'm really very very love her...

she want alone so just alone...

we still can like friends...

not care about you are happy or sad...

i also hope that you can tell me and share with me...

but i think i can't share the happy thing with you...

because it will not come out from me anymore...

i just hope that you are happy everyday and lucky everday...

i will like a angle protect you and see you from a place that you cant see me...

...that all...

thank for reading

quiet a happy day and memorize day...13/12/2009

today feel so happy...

because i can go watch movie with her...

this is the most happy thing in this year...

when start from this morning i'm wake up early then before...

but i'm sleep so late from last night...

morning wake up my mom call me go with her to do about recycle...

i just go ahead with her...

don't know why start from last night she treat me back to cold...

the scary feel come out from my heart again...

when i come back from recycle...

i really feel very tired...

but i still looking at the clock on the wall...

i saw it pass 1 by 1 hours...

i'm waiting and waiting and waiting...

finally i wait it...

8pm now is the time to fetch her...

i'm so happy to find her and see her...

just because i so miss her...

when we reach jusco...

i look on the tv to show the time on showing...

what is that ???

the time we want to watch full of sit ??

OMG...

luckyly still have few sitting...

we buy ticket at the time...

but not yet can in so we just can standing outside and wait...

hoho...

showtime on Twinlight Saga:New Moon...

she say she want to watch this movie because the vampire is so handsome...

so sad when i heard this...

but nevermind he is the leading actor of this movie...

this a quiet romantic movie...

but the wolf man call jake really so unfortunate...

he is love on the girl call bella...

but bella is fall in love with vampire-edward...

both of them also so care about her and protect her...

jake is telling the word is tell my love before...

that is "i will never ever let you get hurt"...

when i heard this i so surprice...

this is a quiet good love story...

when the time we are watching movie...

we have chat...

we have fun...

we also happy and enjoying our show...

but suddenly her phone is ring...

i thought is her mom call her...

but when i ask her...

she let my see her phone...

i saw the name come out on her phone is cold down all my mood...

never chat and smile anymore...

i think she is know i'm moogy by the time...

because when we are on the way to jusco we have chat in the car...

but when we are going bach to her house...

we just tell about 4-5 sentencen the car...

why ???

why he wan break out my happy memory...

why he can't let my have a happy and great ending by today ???

after watch the movie i start thinking...

at this time...

i only can be the (wolf man) beside her to love her and protect her...

but i hope that really have a day she can let me be her (vampire)...

love her, take care on her, and never let her get hurt...

all the unhappy, bad thing, hurt just let me to hand it...

i'm start to think about her...

she scare when i'm driving fast then i drive slowly and slowly...

sure i can do like the vampire and wolf man to protect her...

and will not less then that...

she always think that she is not the good...

but i can tell her...

"you are enough good"

not good is only on me...

i really very happy can watch movie with her...

i will not forget about today forever...

this is keep in my mind forever...

even if this are the 1st and the last time...

also nevermind the great memorize is in my heart already...

hope she will happy everyday and good luck everyday...

...that all for today...

thank for reading

...good night...

-_- :-(

don't know why...

i feel bad mood again...

this few days we sms still like before...

but why i will feel that between us start have a distance...

suddenly you can treat me so good...

but suddenly you can don't want 'choy' me...

i really cant guess what your heart is thinking...

how long am i chasing you...

i already forgot...

but i only know that my heart already be with you...

maybe you don't know this...

i don't know today i go find you...

is the clever thing i do or not...

maybe i didn't go find you and see you work happy or not is better...

my heart will not feel so pain...

i saw something i really don't want to see...

and i hope that i didn't saw that...

but i happy because i saw you happy...

you become thin abit...

i think that is because you working can keep fit...

this few day you really treat me so good...

but like this i more scary...

i scare got 1 day you will leave me alone...

i more scare got 1 day you tell me you are couple with a guy...

i'm happy you walk in my heart...

but i more scare you disappear from my heart...

sometime i will think am i really like you and love you ??

i ask to my heart...

when i close up my eyes...

i tell myself to relax...

i'm asking myself who is the one i love...

finally i saw someone...

that one is...

...YOU...

you is full of my memory...

i hope i can have good memory with you...

i hope you can give me a chance to create memory with you...

nicety and happy memory...

but this all only is a dream...

dream always is the most beautiful and sweet...

i know dream is never become the true...

and so hard can become the true...

你快乐所以我快乐

可是当我看到你伤心难过时

我却不能陪在你身边

曾经想过放弃你

也因为你我坚持下去了

因为遇见你我开始努力

因为认识你我懂得关心

因为喜欢你我懂得体谅

因为爱上你我懂得包容

mei yee希望你能给我这个机会

让我好好的去爱你

让我好好的去疼你

...that all from today...

...thank for reading...

...good night...

sunday....

so fast holiday pass one week...

in this week what i also did not do....

quite a lazy body....

...The Storm Warriors II...

is going on show soon....

i interestes to watch this movie at cinemas...

now finding people go watch wif me...

this few days she also got sms wif me...

feel so happy...

don't know can continue and continue forever or not....

i hpoe so...

remenber that day she tell me about her working....

the guy who chase her before also work at there...

she treat the guy like friend...

but why the guy so not gentleman...

this guy i don't like him anymore...

when i go there i sure want play with him...

see him will do what on me...

this make her unhappy 2 days...

so 'sam tong'...

hope this month can pass fast and fast and fast...

so that she no need see that not gentleman guy...

this 2 days so tired....

my friend call me to work a part time job...

quite tired job...

today more 'cham'...

need work from 2pm untill what time still don't know yet...

sure will very tired...

...ninja assassin...

this type of movie sure so less girl go watch...

want find the boy watch with me together...

erm...

go find kenny watch with me...

call him buy ticket 1st....

haha...

but i heard that he need to work...

so call him to holiday then we go watch...

kenny kenny...

take holiday we go watch ninja assassin...

hehe...

...that all for today...

thank for your read

...happy everyday...

Boring... ><

So boring at holidays...

i hope can go back school quickly....

holidays just at home don't know what can do....

go find a job can get a good experience oso cant...

boss tell me just work for 1 month so hard...

haiz...

she oso get work in holidays...

even she is not interested to work in this holidays...

because the boss treat her so good before....

so now the boss call her to work...

last nite so late she just wake up...

and we have take a chat with sms....

she get sick...

last nite when she back is raining....

but today she still need to work...

hope she can fixed that...

so happy that day she said she see my blog...

but i very scare to let her see this...

because of my broken english and something about her...

i don't know what feeling after she see this...

i also don't want to know de....

just let this keep in her heart...

i also don't how to face her now....

i think have a distance between us....

i still don't know what is her thinking about...

i hope i can know....

and i hope i can beside her when she need me....

this few day see her work so tired...

i really very 'sam tong'...

i got tell her to reject to boss...

because at her working place have a guy she not like...

she also have ask for my opinion...

so hope that she will happy when working at there....

...that all for today...

thank for your reading

...take care...

yeah....

Yeah....

finally finish exam.....

but this time why i will feel that so hard to face exam ???

after exam i so tired...

no more energy to think other....

and i don't want to think more and more....

just leave it going on....

maybe alone is better...

i trying to forget her...

but why my memory still have her....

last night she find me to help her something....

then i help her...

that time she is in my car...

i feel that so sweet...

i don't want fetch her back home....

i wan together with her...

but i know this is impossible...

she must go home and i need to fetch her back..

even i don't to do that....

she is did not 'choy' me about few days...

i don't know the reason why...

and i don't want to know about that...

so so my heart is break into many small pcs...

maybe from now on i don't want think many is the best way i can do...

爱一个人不一定要拥有她

只要她过得幸福快乐

那就足够了

虽然我只能在远远的看着她

守护着她

这已经足够了

mei yee 我喜欢你

可是我知道我们很难在一起

希望‘缘’能将我们牵在一起

...that all for today...

...thank for reading...

Cham loh....

what happen on me today ???

why i do this mistake in my exam ??

this mistake is not allow in my exam...

i forget the formula of the exam...

....OMG....

my 10 mark gone....

this 10 mark can drop me from the grace level...

i feel that wanna cry now....

nevermind mistake of this time is the good experience....

so that next time i will not do this mistake again...

don't know hw is her exam....

don't know she can do well in exam or not....

she is just get well from sick....

last nite she is in sick....

i'm so worry about her....

better she hv take medicine last nite....

i think she can hand this exam....

because her result so good at last year....

hope that sick cant affect her focus on exam...

...i so miss her...

hope we both can get the best result as we can....

...Gambateh to her...

...Gambateh to me...

...that all for today...

...thank for reading...

Is this good ???

why nowadays parents so like focus on our result ???

why they wan get many pressure to us ???

are they know we will feel many pressure ???

they don't know !!!

they don't know what we are thinking about...

what they know ??

only our result...

when result come out....

they just will say 'why this time result so bad' ???

after that cant do this cant do that...

only can do is focus on study to get best result....

the best result they don't see just find the bad result to scold....

we are not study machine...

we need space to do what we like....

we need freedom....

not just study and study and study....

this will make me crazy....

i will try my best to get good result...

but this they don't see...

the thing they want just is the RESULT....

ever we are try our best they also scold this scold that....

Haiz....

i really trying my best to get good and good result...

godbless me and all student in exam....

...that all for today...

...thank for reading...

...GamBaTeh...

Bad Mood pls duno come wif me again.....

why BAD MOOD always follow me ???

i very tired to face it already....

i want to cheer up...

but i try many and many time...

still is like that....

i hate myself so easy become MOODY....

sometime i saw her with boy chat why i will feel jealous ???

maybe i'm really very like her...

now i trying to put down my feel...

if not i will feel very pain in my heart...

but not mean that i'm give up...

i will not easy to say give up...

i believe 'yuan fen'....

if we have 'yuan fen' i sure we can together...

if not i also cant do anything...

because u don't love...

what i do most u also won't love me....

so 'yuan fen' is most improtant...

i'm tired to fight for something....

i want be the real me...

i don't want to think more and more...

now i wan focus on my study and exam....

other things the god will think for me...

....thank god....

hope she will happy everyday...

...June miss her badly...

...that's all for today...

...thank for your reading...

I'M in CRAZY...

what happen for this few days...

why do what also cant...

do this nake this mistake do that make taht mistake....

what happen on me ???

feel that this few days my luck damn bad....

haiz...

today my phone's memory card out of function....

all the improtant thing gone...

my lovely song and my lovely photo also gone.....

this will make me very CRAZY....

feel so sad...

use so long until now just break down....

Haiz...

this few days will feel moody again....

my lovely memory card.... T.T

this few days she still unhappying...

i have no idea to tam her....

i don't want her unnhappy....

who can give me some opinion ??

...REALLY miss her...

...That's all...

Thank For Reading

Tired day....

This saturday full of event....

don't know why this morning wake up so early....

last night sleep at 4pm this morning still can wake up at 10am..

but she wake up early then me....

this morning she sms me...

i very happy because she sms me 1st....

this is the 1st time...

today i go out parade with mt sister n her boyfriend...

that kenny-sen...

he look quite handsome....

we go watch movie at 2.50pm...

but we late go in because we're late...

that movie we watch is call POKER KING...

why i will feel so lonely...

because she is not beside me...

she is not watching this movie with me....

i feel alone....

that time i look like a BIG BIG sport light....

just sit beside they....

i so jealous about this...

i have invite her to watch this movie with me....

but i late she need accompany her mommy to jusco...

i oso want go with her...

i don't want be the BIG BIG sport light at here....

but this movie really quite good to watch...

after that we go MP to have out lunch there....

the time we have can be DINNER.....

we back from parade at 530pm...

my sister and her bf treat my like a driver....

so bad....

so tired for driving my car to fetch her bf back and back home....

they two chat at back when i'm driving car...

so noisy...

when i back home she still at jusco with her mommy....

we start sms...

she is watching MJ's This Is It at cinema at jusco...

i also wanna to watch this...

so fast she need become ah sei....

her mommy being her to jusco market buy food....

so cham...

have a hour she don't reply my sms....

i'm worry about her...

because that time almost want 11pm...

i see few news at newspaper all about bad news...

i worry about her...

finally she reply me at 1040pm....

she said she just reach home...

woo....

so night just reach home....

she said her leg is so pain...

sure will pain because she is wear high heel shoes....

just now tell me her leg so pain....

i teach her put her leg inside a warm water.....

hope that this can help her...

but now i very 'SAM TONG'....

...the time to sleep le...

...thank for your read...

..Good Night..

Good good weather....

today wake up look out to the sky...

that is a good good weather today...

but this is useness for me...

i still feel moody...

this morning i trying to wake her up....

but i miss it...

i don't know done my promise to wake her up...

finally she wake up at 730am...

luckyly she won't late to school today...

hehe...

today i remian her to take jacket....

because i see today no sun come out....

she is easy get cold...

especially today she study at lecture hall...

air-conditional inside lecture hall is cold than normal classes...

today we so less sms also...

i so miss her...

i wanna tell her the true...

but if i do that that mean i back stabing someone....

but i still have tell her....

i know this is fault...

but she have authority to know this....

now she still sometime gv me feel cool but sometime will find me....

i don't know what she is thinking now....

so hard to catch her heart....

girl's heart just like the sea....

good weather but bad mood

This morning start raining oh....

this is a good good weather....

but my mood still very bad...

This morning i saw her just look not so well....

when i look this i very sam tong.....

because what i also cant do....

i just can see her get sick....

when recess time i saw her chat with my classmate....

don't know why start from that my heart feel so pain....

i know they is friend...

but i also know that my classmate also like her....

feel so hopeless....

nobody support me....

i just can chase her by myself....

i cant chat with everyone in this case....

i need a help...

tonight we have tuition class together....

but by that time i just can sit there quietly....

just like don't have ppl at there....

i just need a chat with her but why so hard ???

so many beside her to block me with her....

how come i remove the 'block' between us....

i also don't know....

i no idea now....

someone cheering me....

just now she is trying cheer me up...

but don't know why i still cant cheer up....

she is in not feeling well now....

i so worry but what i do for her ???

i don't know....

now me also cant cheer up myself....

how can i take care on her ??

i promise to treat her good....

but i don't have the chance...

where is my soul now....

now i just like soulless ppl....

what also can do it wrongly....

i need to find back my soul....

i promise that i will give her what i can....

then i must do it....

i cant let myself lose out n fall down....

as soon as yours will see a happy de June come back....

i want to start a new.....

come on man i can do it....

Raining out le....

Finally raining out....

raining feel just like now in my heart's feel...

damn bad...

i hope that can rain as big as it can....

so that i can walk under the raining...

then no one will know what i'm doing inside raining....

don't know why today feeling so many and many...

i don't like this kind of feeling...

but hw come i can control ??

i cant control it then just leave it out....

so fan....

i don't know why ppl want back stab me....

u don't like me just say to me....

i hate ppl say something behide me.....

Bad Bad Mood 2day

today i feel very very down oh....

the girl i love start treat me cold cold de....

we not same like be4 what also can chat....

now we both look like stranger...

she so less sms with me....

so sad start from this i know someone is back stabing me...

what can i do ???

i also don't know

ever we can chat like a very very close de fren...

but now just feel like stranger....

i hope that she can gv me a chance....

but i know this hoping is so hard realize....

so just hope that she still can chat with me like be4....

i hate back stab me de ppl...

don't let me know who is it....

i will let it know wat can i do.....

don't know why i miss her just like i miss my soul....

now de me just like a missing soul de ppl...

what oso cant do....

lose up all my mood....

hw can i focus on my exam ???

ahhhhhhhh.............

wat can i do now....

so fan....><

i just don't want to lose her.....

The 1st day i blogging....

this is the 1st day i blogging at here....

but i still don't hw 2 start this just can say....

i still learning hw blogging my own memory at here....

i'm june....

my english so poor de...

then sometime i will use broken english at here...

nw i want starting my blog le....

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