yeah....

Yeah....

finally finish exam.....

but this time why i will feel that so hard to face exam ???

after exam i so tired...

no more energy to think other....

and i don't want to think more and more....

just leave it going on....

maybe alone is better...

i trying to forget her...

but why my memory still have her....

last night she find me to help her something....

then i help her...

that time she is in my car...

i feel that so sweet...

i don't want fetch her back home....

i wan together with her...

but i know this is impossible...

she must go home and i need to fetch her back..

even i don't to do that....

she is did not 'choy' me about few days...

i don't know the reason why...

and i don't want to know about that...

so so my heart is break into many small pcs...

maybe from now on i don't want think many is the best way i can do...

爱一个人不一定要拥有她

只要她过得幸福快乐

那就足够了

虽然我只能在远远的看着她

守护着她

这已经足够了

mei yee 我喜欢你

可是我知道我们很难在一起

希望‘缘’能将我们牵在一起

...that all for today...

...thank for reading...

Cham loh....

what happen on me today ???

why i do this mistake in my exam ??

this mistake is not allow in my exam...

i forget the formula of the exam...

....OMG....

my 10 mark gone....

this 10 mark can drop me from the grace level...

i feel that wanna cry now....

nevermind mistake of this time is the good experience....

so that next time i will not do this mistake again...

don't know hw is her exam....

don't know she can do well in exam or not....

she is just get well from sick....

last nite she is in sick....

i'm so worry about her....

better she hv take medicine last nite....

i think she can hand this exam....

because her result so good at last year....

hope that sick cant affect her focus on exam...

...i so miss her...

hope we both can get the best result as we can....

...Gambateh to her...

...Gambateh to me...

...that all for today...

...thank for reading...

Is this good ???

why nowadays parents so like focus on our result ???

why they wan get many pressure to us ???

are they know we will feel many pressure ???

they don't know !!!

they don't know what we are thinking about...

what they know ??

only our result...

when result come out....

they just will say 'why this time result so bad' ???

after that cant do this cant do that...

only can do is focus on study to get best result....

the best result they don't see just find the bad result to scold....

we are not study machine...

we need space to do what we like....

we need freedom....

not just study and study and study....

this will make me crazy....

i will try my best to get good result...

but this they don't see...

the thing they want just is the RESULT....

ever we are try our best they also scold this scold that....

Haiz....

i really trying my best to get good and good result...

godbless me and all student in exam....

...that all for today...

...thank for reading...

...GamBaTeh...

Bad Mood pls duno come wif me again.....

why BAD MOOD always follow me ???

i very tired to face it already....

i want to cheer up...

but i try many and many time...

still is like that....

i hate myself so easy become MOODY....

sometime i saw her with boy chat why i will feel jealous ???

maybe i'm really very like her...

now i trying to put down my feel...

if not i will feel very pain in my heart...

but not mean that i'm give up...

i will not easy to say give up...

i believe 'yuan fen'....

if we have 'yuan fen' i sure we can together...

if not i also cant do anything...

because u don't love...

what i do most u also won't love me....

so 'yuan fen' is most improtant...

i'm tired to fight for something....

i want be the real me...

i don't want to think more and more...

now i wan focus on my study and exam....

other things the god will think for me...

....thank god....

hope she will happy everyday...

...June miss her badly...

...that's all for today...

...thank for your reading...

I'M in CRAZY...

what happen for this few days...

why do what also cant...

do this nake this mistake do that make taht mistake....

what happen on me ???

feel that this few days my luck damn bad....

haiz...

today my phone's memory card out of function....

all the improtant thing gone...

my lovely song and my lovely photo also gone.....

this will make me very CRAZY....

feel so sad...

use so long until now just break down....

Haiz...

this few days will feel moody again....

my lovely memory card.... T.T

this few days she still unhappying...

i have no idea to tam her....

i don't want her unnhappy....

who can give me some opinion ??

...REALLY miss her...

...That's all...

Thank For Reading

Tired day....

This saturday full of event....

don't know why this morning wake up so early....

last night sleep at 4pm this morning still can wake up at 10am..

but she wake up early then me....

this morning she sms me...

i very happy because she sms me 1st....

this is the 1st time...

today i go out parade with mt sister n her boyfriend...

that kenny-sen...

he look quite handsome....

we go watch movie at 2.50pm...

but we late go in because we're late...

that movie we watch is call POKER KING...

why i will feel so lonely...

because she is not beside me...

she is not watching this movie with me....

i feel alone....

that time i look like a BIG BIG sport light....

just sit beside they....

i so jealous about this...

i have invite her to watch this movie with me....

but i late she need accompany her mommy to jusco...

i oso want go with her...

i don't want be the BIG BIG sport light at here....

but this movie really quite good to watch...

after that we go MP to have out lunch there....

the time we have can be DINNER.....

we back from parade at 530pm...

my sister and her bf treat my like a driver....

so bad....

so tired for driving my car to fetch her bf back and back home....

they two chat at back when i'm driving car...

so noisy...

when i back home she still at jusco with her mommy....

we start sms...

she is watching MJ's This Is It at cinema at jusco...

i also wanna to watch this...

so fast she need become ah sei....

her mommy being her to jusco market buy food....

so cham...

have a hour she don't reply my sms....

i'm worry about her...

because that time almost want 11pm...

i see few news at newspaper all about bad news...

i worry about her...

finally she reply me at 1040pm....

she said she just reach home...

woo....

so night just reach home....

she said her leg is so pain...

sure will pain because she is wear high heel shoes....

just now tell me her leg so pain....

i teach her put her leg inside a warm water.....

hope that this can help her...

but now i very 'SAM TONG'....

...the time to sleep le...

...thank for your read...

..Good Night..

Good good weather....

today wake up look out to the sky...

that is a good good weather today...

but this is useness for me...

i still feel moody...

this morning i trying to wake her up....

but i miss it...

i don't know done my promise to wake her up...

finally she wake up at 730am...

luckyly she won't late to school today...

hehe...

today i remian her to take jacket....

because i see today no sun come out....

she is easy get cold...

especially today she study at lecture hall...

air-conditional inside lecture hall is cold than normal classes...

today we so less sms also...

i so miss her...

i wanna tell her the true...

but if i do that that mean i back stabing someone....

but i still have tell her....

i know this is fault...

but she have authority to know this....

now she still sometime gv me feel cool but sometime will find me....

i don't know what she is thinking now....

so hard to catch her heart....

girl's heart just like the sea....

good weather but bad mood

This morning start raining oh....

this is a good good weather....

but my mood still very bad...

This morning i saw her just look not so well....

when i look this i very sam tong.....

because what i also cant do....

i just can see her get sick....

when recess time i saw her chat with my classmate....

don't know why start from that my heart feel so pain....

i know they is friend...

but i also know that my classmate also like her....

feel so hopeless....

nobody support me....

i just can chase her by myself....

i cant chat with everyone in this case....

i need a help...

tonight we have tuition class together....

but by that time i just can sit there quietly....

just like don't have ppl at there....

i just need a chat with her but why so hard ???

so many beside her to block me with her....

how come i remove the 'block' between us....

i also don't know....

i no idea now....

someone cheering me....

just now she is trying cheer me up...

but don't know why i still cant cheer up....

she is in not feeling well now....

i so worry but what i do for her ???

i don't know....

now me also cant cheer up myself....

how can i take care on her ??

i promise to treat her good....

but i don't have the chance...

where is my soul now....

now i just like soulless ppl....

what also can do it wrongly....

i need to find back my soul....

i promise that i will give her what i can....

then i must do it....

i cant let myself lose out n fall down....

as soon as yours will see a happy de June come back....

i want to start a new.....

come on man i can do it....

Raining out le....

Finally raining out....

raining feel just like now in my heart's feel...

damn bad...

i hope that can rain as big as it can....

so that i can walk under the raining...

then no one will know what i'm doing inside raining....

don't know why today feeling so many and many...

i don't like this kind of feeling...

but hw come i can control ??

i cant control it then just leave it out....

so fan....

i don't know why ppl want back stab me....

u don't like me just say to me....

i hate ppl say something behide me.....

Bad Bad Mood 2day

today i feel very very down oh....

the girl i love start treat me cold cold de....

we not same like be4 what also can chat....

now we both look like stranger...

she so less sms with me....

so sad start from this i know someone is back stabing me...

what can i do ???

i also don't know

ever we can chat like a very very close de fren...

but now just feel like stranger....

i hope that she can gv me a chance....

but i know this hoping is so hard realize....

so just hope that she still can chat with me like be4....

i hate back stab me de ppl...

don't let me know who is it....

i will let it know wat can i do.....

don't know why i miss her just like i miss my soul....

now de me just like a missing soul de ppl...

what oso cant do....

lose up all my mood....

hw can i focus on my exam ???

ahhhhhhhh.............

wat can i do now....

so fan....><

i just don't want to lose her.....

The 1st day i blogging....

this is the 1st day i blogging at here....

but i still don't hw 2 start this just can say....

i still learning hw blogging my own memory at here....

i'm june....

my english so poor de...

then sometime i will use broken english at here...

nw i want starting my blog le....

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