bad thing run away.....

[deleting memory...35%...]

still remember that my MYOB exam...

yesterday when teacher tell us that the exam paper...

start from that i already know that my award is gone...

even that i do well in my exam...

even that i so hardworking to do that...

but award is gone then will not come back anymore...

at the class madam tang is compliment her...

say her rich, pretty, nice girl and good knowledge...

damn...

compliment her ???

i want to let you know you are wrong...

i know what girl she is...

i cannt say that she is don't have good knowledge...

but so what ??

i also can do that...

quite a stupid like a toys...

let people see a nice show...

but that already pass and nothing can let me remenber anymore...

even that everyday i also will saw her...

but just like nothing...

maybe i already can put her down...

haha...

my software ram very fast...

today at school see her walk together with a guy from my class...

i thought i will very pain when i see that...

but actually is not...

no feeling anymore when i see that...

just a pass people in my life...

no need so care on that...

have a bad news come to me...

i hope that this will not happening...

but this is true and cannt change it anymore...

friends...

in our life will have many people come in and gone out...

the improtant thing is you happy...

our life is happy ourself...

is not for other people...

treasure...

is just suit to know how to love people...

is not suit to who don't know how to love people...

in a relationship of love...

if both of you know how to treasure each other and really love each other...

that is really can call love...

but if just a single side to give and other side to accept...

what relationship is this ???

love is quite hard to learn it...

friends...

if he really not love you anymore just leave he gone...

leave he be the pass tense...

we all still will beside you...

and we wouldn't leave you alone and leave you out...

i know that is very pain in your heart...

this feeling i try before but leave it pass...

after that you need to do is let him regret...

he don't want you not mean that no other people want you...

don't let yourself in a small area but in this colourful world still have great guy...

and better then him...

win zai...

so time promise is cant success not mean that is your mistake...

this time you make your promise so high...

that is really so hard to get that...

i try to do well and make myself hardworking also cannt hit the target...

so don't put it in your heart...

cause we all best friends also know that you already try your best...

and in our heart you and me already get the good award...

unchangeable relationship...

unforgetable memory...

no sadness friendship life...

this is more valuable then get that...

that is just a medal...

i know that many people hope that can get that...

but how many people really can get that ???

will be so less...

why need to let yourself many presure ???

just make it normal...

hope that all my best friends will happy everyday...

and no more bad thing will happen...

i not hope that want see that again...

in our group just leave 1 in relationship...

not hope that see her cry...

really not hope that...

that all for today

...thank for reading...