一个赶时间却很开心的旅程

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昨天对我来说真是一个很难忘的旅程

虽然说我认识win仔他们不是很久

但是感觉上就像是从小认识到现在

一个美好的早晨对五个年轻人来说是怎样的呢？

因为现在的年轻人都会睡到很迟才起床

问起美丽的早晨他们可能不知道

可是要是问起繁华而美丽的夜景

那大概每个年轻人都可以答道

愉快的旅程就在一个天未亮的情景下展开了

从大家在车站集合就有一种很愉快的感觉

和他们一起出去玩并没有烦恼

因为在我们彼此心中大概就有了一定的共鸣

说起彩虹我想他已经放下了那个不值得她再去费心的男人

一整天的旅途中感觉上并没有不开心的

不知道她是不是不想让我们担心

所以将感觉收在心里

在巴士上竟然会出现两个男生能让彩虹那么注意

其实这样也好

最少在那一刻她可以忘记

一路上的时间我们都在聊天

我和win仔 彩虹和小be

可是Marcus就只能自己一个人坐了

原来女生真的可以有很多话题聊

就像彩虹和小be

从一上巴士就可以聊到kl

也不知道他们在聊什么

我和win仔的话题就比较少

大概是我本身比较少话题吧

到底喜欢一个人会有什么小动作呢？

而到底喜欢一个人又会怕做什么呢？

说真的

从一上巴士开始我就会不自觉的望向她

虽然我坐在靠窗口的位子

其实我一直都很怕和她聊天

不知道为什么在面对着她的时候

我是如此的没有信心

也不知道能和她聊些什么

很怕会把她闷倒了

一个呆瓜的脑袋到底可以想些什么？

在到达kl的是后才发觉原来大城市和我们小地方的不同

在哪里每个人走路的速度都比我们快

也许是时间不够用吧

看着那车来车往的马路

令我有一种很想快点毕业出去新加坡闯闯

我知道这并不是一件容易的事情

我们的第一站就是time square

没想到那里就像是两倍的Ipoh parade

在哪里就开始了疯狂购物的活动了

首先我们想在kopitiem充电

接下来就是陪彩虹他们去看衣服了

只可惜走完了整个time square

也没有找到自己喜欢的衣服

那我们只好换地点了

下一站

金河广场

这一次就是分开去购物了

那里也就像怡保的益丰

哪里的衣服却不比time square来的少

也就是在那边我看上了一件衣服

只可惜我并没有把它买下来

而是win仔和Marcus在那里买了一件衣服

走完了整个广场并没有找到我喜欢的

原以为这次要空手而回了

而彩虹她们也只是买了一件衣服

所以我们想着又回去time square看看了

还好这次我在这里也买到了一件衣服

而win仔也买了一件外套

在买外套的那是

我们和一个店员开起了玩笑

没想到她还这是cool

不过也算了

反正我们也只是玩玩

时间过得真快啊

不知不觉又到了接近回程的时间了

为什么快乐的时光总是过得特别快？

而她要离开这里的时间也越来越接近了

听小be说还没决定要什么时候离开

可是大概的时间已经定在3月多了

距离现在只剩下1个多月的时间了

小be说还要看看这里有没有值得她留下来的理由

但我想值得她留下来的人并不会是我

而我大概也没有那个能力要她留下来吧

win仔一直都在提醒我

小be已经有了另一半

而我也只能说我认识她的时间迟了

结果是怎样并不是最重要的

开心，值得回忆的过程才会是最珍贵的

我也常常提醒自己能过给她的也只有最开心，最快乐的回忆

在这次的旅程里

有很多值得回忆的东西，也包括了我和她的

不方便写在这里，就让它成为我私人最美好的回忆吧

也希望会是小be最珍贵的回忆

第一次坐火车的印象并不是很好

可是却不像那么快结束

总希望时间可以停留

那就有多一点时间可以陪她

总希望时间可以停留

那就有多一点时间创造美好回忆

总希望时间可以停留

那就有多一点的时间可以去爱她

在她心里会不会有我呢？

我不知道，大概也不想知道

就让它留着

总会有一天我会慢慢得发觉

愉快的事情总是短暂的

而回忆却是很长久的

如果让我选择那我会选择回忆

因为这样我才能永远的在她心里

七个人的美好旅程就这样过去了

却深深的印在回忆里

在这里要谢谢win仔，彩虹，小be，anson，Marcus，小娟

小娟是新认识的

所以没什么comment

不过和她大概也可以聊很多东西吧

因为我很8

哈哈

好了就写到这边吧

谢谢观赏

bad thing run away.....

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still remember that my MYOB exam...

yesterday when teacher tell us that the exam paper...

start from that i already know that my award is gone...

even that i do well in my exam...

even that i so hardworking to do that...

but award is gone then will not come back anymore...

at the class madam tang is compliment her...

say her rich, pretty, nice girl and good knowledge...

damn...

compliment her ???

i want to let you know you are wrong...

i know what girl she is...

i cannt say that she is don't have good knowledge...

but so what ??

i also can do that...

quite a stupid like a toys...

let people see a nice show...

but that already pass and nothing can let me remenber anymore...

even that everyday i also will saw her...

but just like nothing...

maybe i already can put her down...

haha...

my software ram very fast...

today at school see her walk together with a guy from my class...

i thought i will very pain when i see that...

but actually is not...

no feeling anymore when i see that...

just a pass people in my life...

no need so care on that...

have a bad news come to me...

i hope that this will not happening...

but this is true and cannt change it anymore...

friends...

in our life will have many people come in and gone out...

the improtant thing is you happy...

our life is happy ourself...

is not for other people...

treasure...

is just suit to know how to love people...

is not suit to who don't know how to love people...

in a relationship of love...

if both of you know how to treasure each other and really love each other...

that is really can call love...

but if just a single side to give and other side to accept...

what relationship is this ???

love is quite hard to learn it...

friends...

if he really not love you anymore just leave he gone...

leave he be the pass tense...

we all still will beside you...

and we wouldn't leave you alone and leave you out...

i know that is very pain in your heart...

this feeling i try before but leave it pass...

after that you need to do is let him regret...

he don't want you not mean that no other people want you...

don't let yourself in a small area but in this colourful world still have great guy...

and better then him...

win zai...

so time promise is cant success not mean that is your mistake...

this time you make your promise so high...

that is really so hard to get that...

i try to do well and make myself hardworking also cannt hit the target...

so don't put it in your heart...

cause we all best friends also know that you already try your best...

and in our heart you and me already get the good award...

unchangeable relationship...

unforgetable memory...

no sadness friendship life...

this is more valuable then get that...

that is just a medal...

i know that many people hope that can get that...

but how many people really can get that ???

will be so less...

why need to let yourself many presure ???

just make it normal...

hope that all my best friends will happy everyday...

and no more bad thing will happen...

i not hope that want see that again...

in our group just leave 1 in relationship...

not hope that see her cry...

really not hope that...

that all for today

...thank for reading...

happy.....

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last thursday just finish my MYOB exam...

damn scare when i face that paper...

but when i open it...

OMG...

is too easy then pass year...

luckyly i still can finish it in one and a half hours...

before exam i just revision 2 pass year paper...

for me that is enough to get D in my exam...

but when i say that to my friends sure they will say me...

when finish de paper...

teacher tell us that the paper have mistake inside...

damn sad...

i already pass up the paper cann't redo...

my target is break...

so hope can get award in this exam...

but now i know that this is impossible...

so just leave it on...

no need to think more and more...

luckyly this few days have my best friend-win zai...

he always chat with when i arrive school adn recess time...

cause this few time sure i will very boring...

no one can chat with me...

he told me that he is same with me...

in class no one can chat with him...

something is happening in between he and his friends...

maybe sometime we will know a new friends that just can be normal friends...

so that no need so care on this relationship...

when we know someone is really can be best friends...

then we need to treasure this relationship...

because this is not easy to find...

relationship for friends can be longger then relationship for love...

but if that is your MR/MS Right mean that...

this relationship is equal to friends relationship...

that is forever...

hope win zai can find his MS Right soon...

and my MS Right come early...

haha...

quite funny that last night i call win zai go P.M...

because that is 1st time i call them out...

normally is they call me go out drink tea or eat...

win zai so surprice that i do that...

we 4 people go P.M...

me, win zai, chai foong and crystal...

crystal so pretty last night...

she ask me what changing on her...

sure i know what changing on her...

but last night both of us so less chatting...

she and chai foong like long time didn't see...

many topic to talk...

so that i just can chat with win zai...

but me and win zai also have many topic to talk...

win zai told me something about crystal...

that time i really have a bit pain in my heart...

but that so fast gone...

cause we are best friends now...

many thing also start from friends...

that not mean that already no chance on her...

but hope that i will not be with her...

because i not hope that see her cry...

i just want her happy...

someone say that...

'love is not really need have her, if see her is happy then is enough'

so that i just hope that see with happy...

伤心了，还有我的关怀

想哭了，还有我的肩膀

受伤了，还有我的怀抱

失望了，还有我的存在

只要你需要，我能为你做的，我一定办到

...that all for today...

thank for reading

good day....

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just come back from outside...

go watch a funny movie with my friends...

win zai, chai foong, and kar mun...

actually woohoo is a quite good movie made in malaysia...

full of the style in malaysia...

damn funny...

start from last night i'm waiting the time pass faster...

just because watch a movie with my new friends...

finally i wait that...

when we go after school...

we chat in win zai's car...

quite noisy inside...

we 4 people go watch this movie but in the car look like just have 3 people...

cause kar mum so less talking in the car...

if i didn't look behind i really will forget she is in the car...

just me and chai foong talking in car...

because win zai need driving car...

haha...

he is our driver that time...

when we arrive there start to finding parking...

go here go there...

finally find 1 parking near the cinema...

then we walk to the cinema there is just 230pm...

still have 15min to watch our movie...

this time have a group of guy is coming...

they is chai foong friends...

damn they watch the same movie with us in the same room...

quite funny...

time to watch movie...

then we buy a set of popcorn and soft drink...

chai foong favor is popcorn...

now i only know that...

start the movie we is start laughing...

really quite funny...

but also very touch on some happen...

me sit with win zai and chai foong...

the time if is bee sit beside me i will more happy...

boring...

no chatting with chai foong when watching movie...

luckyly still have win zai chat with me...

but i more hope that sit beside me is her...

when almost finish the movie...

she is sms me...

i know she is finish her exam...

before exam we have sms this morning...

she tell me that she very scare exam...

but i told her don't scare in exam...

must enjoy in her exam...

if we are scare in our exam then sure we cann't do well...

just make it normal when face exam...

luckyly she do well in her exam...

and i know that she can do it well and well...

don't know why really very miss her and want to see her now...

hope that she can come out from my eyes now...

haha...

but i know that this is improssible...

so that i just can see her on facebook...

win zai and chai foong say that next saturday want to go kl buy clothes...

damn bad...

they call her go and tell me she have go...

i know that they is making a chance for me...

so thank win zai and chai foong...

...that all for today...

thank for reading

quite boring day

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actually want to forget someone is really very hard...

until now i still cann't forget her clearly...

even that now have 1 girl make me comfortable when talking with her...

but sometime i still very see her come out from my brain...

even that i force myself do not miss her anymore...

today i stay at school wait my sister...

at the time i didn't saw her...

very happy by today...

chat many thing my friends at class...

because teacher is miss the 2 period class...

when the bell is ring...

time to back home...

but i need stay at school wait my sister...

i don't saw her for whole day at school...

but when we back home...

my dad tell me have 1 car behind us...

he say that is her...

that time i saw her...

my heart pain again...

i thinking back what she tell me before and she is breaking her promises...

too believe 1 people is not the good thing...

because they will use this and bluff you...

inside 'believe' that is a lie...

start from that i learn to just believe myself and my best friends...

everytime i use my heart to know new friends...

but they is not my real friends...

when they have any happen need your help then they will find you...

this is not call a real friends...

luakyly i know win zai, chai foong, anson, MK, Sharon, and crystal...

i konw that they is really can change their heart with you...

we can share all happyness, sadness, and so on...

when one of us is feel unhappy...

sure will find each other to have a chat...

after that will feel happy...

here need to thank foong intro crystal to me...

because crystal is the girl style of i like...

quite a good girl...

don't know why when the 1st time i saw her...

the feeling is very special...

something like u feel is she...

if i know her early sure i will not chase that girl...

even that something crystal is lose...

but the most improtant that normal is crystal more good then her...

nice, love cooking, treat boyfriend and friends good...

all of this is already enough...

if have a chance...

i will treat her good as i can...

if have chance...

i will not let her cry...

if have chance...

i will let her feel that she is happy then before...

all of this only need a chance...

that all for today

...thank for reading...

quite a sad day...

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just come back from old town with friends...

my friend is asking to help her in MYOB exam...

so that just now i go out wif her...

help her do some revision to get higher mark...

just now she let me know her internal exam mark...

damn just can get pass...

when i see that i also scare...

want from that to get A maybe is improssible...

but i will try my best to help her...

just because i promise want help her to get higher mark at external exam...

so that i teach her all the improtant thing in that...

i want her to improve her speeh...

she is really very slow on that...

quite a hard teaching on that...

what she is learning before but she didn't use it...

so i scold her when i'm teaching her...

hehe...

but just like play a joke...

just a simply exam about that...

maybe for her is quite difficult...

hope her can do more revision before exam and get good result on that...

when i'm teaching my friend...

have 2 friends is on the ways coming...

1 is i know but the guy i dont know...

so we starting chat...

actually the guy is my friend know he when that time they go count down...

so that i just heard what they are chatting at there...

quite a boring...

by the time i saw a girl come in my eyes...

i know that is she...

start from that when i saw her...

my heart is very pain...

not pain because of what...

just because i think back what she tell me...

is she make me feel like in heaven...

but also is she make me feel like go to hell...

everytime when i stop think on her...

she also will come out and let me saw her...

why you want to let me remember you ???

why cann't let me forget you ??

is you bring me happy...

but also is you make me suffer now...

please let me go and let me forget you...

some people say that...

many feeling is just a pass feeling...

when you is quite love a people...

they will let you learn that how to treat a people good...

even that this will make you suffer...

but everytime we learn...

we also need to get hurt, get scold, then only we will do well...

people say that...

when you are miss something...

then only you will treasure it...

but when you want to treasure it that is very late...

because it already gone and will not come back anymore...

this is let us to learn when we have the thing on time...

we need to treasure it...

dont wait until it pass and miss...

then only you treasure it...

That Is Too Late...

hope that all the people who reading my blog...

Will Treasure all the thing beside you...

Friends, Love, Family, and so on...

...that all for today...

thank for reading

...good night...

4th days without her....

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quite a boring day at school...

today i late to school...

leave my friends edwin alone at school...

i know that this few days his friends so less to find him chat...

and this few days foong already go singapore...

nobody chat with him...

foong go singapore...

at school really quite boring...

nobody can like foong...

today i got st period...

wakaka...

see the teacher just like see foong at school...

damn miss foong now...

why i will very miss her ???

maybe i...

haha...

because foong is the best friends of me n edwin...

sure will very miss her...

foong ah so miss you...

miss the time you beside me...

today is crystal birthday...

last night when i sms her...

she tell me must wait until 12am only can sleep...

damn bad...

she want to say happy birthday to her at the time...

but she reply me so late...

miss her so much...

she is my next target...

wakaka...

what a pretty girl she is...

but i heard that she will go singapore after she is graduate...

that time we sure cann't go out drink tea together...

can i ask her to stay at here for me ??

i think she wouldn't do that...

because who am i ???

not her boyfriend also...

when she go out...

just leave me, edwin and foong at here...

that sharon damn busy...

want to find her out i think is the most hard...

last night i stay at school to wait my sister...

she is finish school at 2.30pm same like my sister...

when i finish school i saw her...

damn pain in my heart...

althought i really saw her...

but i force myself to see other side...

when my sister is finish school...

she is coming out from her class...

and i'm sitting outside her class...

that time i saw the guy come back to school and wait her finish school...

when i want to walk out with my sister...

i see the guy help her take the book...

that time my heart really very pain...

and i know that now all the chaser from my class will very happy...

but just like foong say that...

she is not suit to me anymore...

still remember the time with her...

really very happy...

today see the guy in class very happy...

maybe they is already start...

hope they will happy everyday...

now i know all the thing is going on...

and how is it going on...

i wouldn't feel angry...

'love her not mean that i need have her,

when her happy then this is the most improtant thing,

weather she not mind'

...that all for today...

thank for reading

very suffer now